I have a tendency to think about something in such depth that unless I write down what Im thinking, I'll never again find such a ridiculously interesting thought.

Added the next day:
Wow...I didnt mean half of that...Im such a bitch...

Amanda wrote me a cool note and Liz drew me a picture on it...and this one kid Sal that I dont know told me he ( Read more... )

Well ( Read more... )

R.I.P ( Read more... )

This is going to be a long update... and for those of you that know what my regular updates look like... I'm sure you're giving up hope already.

First off.... The ride home with Nick... after that lovely challenge the night before...

Well, neither of us said anything about it the whole night at work. It wasn’t awkward in the car ride there or ( Read more... )

I had a great conversation with Nick last night…

Naturally, the day after I half ass make a commitment to forgetting about him… the kid comes around…

After IMing me he told me he felt a “sudden burst of happiness”… And I said “Well that’s because you’re talking to me… duh.” And he said “Yeah, you’re right…” I thanked him for humoring me, but he ( Read more... )

Alright.... rejection gets old.... fast.
I'm going through the same god damn situation...
I want someone who never has... and never will want me. I'd like to know what the fuck I'm doing wrong...
Any suggestions? Please... I'm open to any kind of criticism. I cant figure out what I keep doing that's so appalling that it separates me from people I ( Read more... )

I have a treat for ya'll today...

Here are the pictures from Eugene Palooza 2....

I'm in some of them... I couldnt get a direct URL to the pics so I couldnt put the individual pics in here....so I'm just gonna give you the link to Casey's picture page...

Enjoy all...

http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/ccdedej3/album?.dir=a359&.src=ph&store=&prodid=&. ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of waiting for him... but what else can I do. Theres no logic involved with us... at all. Our relationship doesnt make sense. He doesnt make sense. It's harder every day not to tell him just how deeply I feel for him ( Read more... )

I had the worst few days of my life ( Read more... )

The mornings are getting darker... and the nights are getting colder ( Read more... )