everyone makes me so mad. i just wanna shoot someone right now. last night i was crying like uncontrollably for no reason. its not zach..we werent even that great of friends he probably didnt even like me..just like it seems like everyone pretends to be my friend or something. if people dont like me they should just say so..because it seems like ( Read more... )

i havnt wrote in here and actually said something..in a while. so here it goes. yesterday i stayed after with catherine and we walked to the middle school..for no reason and then back and waited for like 45 minutes for her mom who wasnt coming..so we walked to richs house. and asked to usee the phone. and then we walked back to the highschool and i ( Read more... )

the next couple of days are gunna be pretty rough and thats all i have to say*
<3

i redid my journal. CHRISTMAS STYLE WOOT!..okay today. school. catherine was FINALLY here. FINALLY. i went to science first. gave cameron back his boxers.ha that was amazing! and uhh b first half was orchestra. fun times with catherine and zach. theyre the two greatest people in the world. zach really cannot leave...i think im gunna cry friday..soo ( Read more... )

fuck you. im so sick of these people..just so many people piss me off. i dont even want this journal anymore..i dont think im gunna come online much anoymore..because everybody sucks.

i still feel the same way as my journal entry below..the whole package and a great friend would be nice once in a while..*

AMANDA

A

is for

Adventurous

M

is for

Magical

A

is for

Artistic

N

is for

Naive

D

is for

Delicious

A

is for

Abstract

What Does Your ( Read more... )

this has been one of the worst weeks ever. by far. nothing even terrible happened to me..this feeling just overcomes me once in a while..actually all the time and i suddenly feel like nothing..it just takes me over and i feel like a differnt person..i snap at people and i just cry. all the time. catherine wasnt in school..shes like the only person ( Read more... )

omg. im in SUCH a bad mood today and im being a bitch to everyone and if i said something mean im sorry. because im a RETARD RETARD RETARD. wuminbghtgukrifoe;mkvgn okay. well i dont feel like explaining my day. because NOTHING worth typing happened. so im gunna take a quiz and CALM myself down.

( make me happy )

wow. for once in my stupid life..i just wanna be HAPPY. for once i wanna put a happy face for the mood in this journal. but i guess not..

okay well im putting quizzes in here because i dont have anything to say..please comment..comments make my happy :}! anddd you can take these ( Read more... )