Ugh ( Read more... )

How can it take that to make me realize how much I love him?
How can it be now that he loves me so much?

I would do anything to change it.

I love Trevor.
And the more time I spend with him the more time I don't want him to leave me this summer.

Time to start backing away.

It's because of Joe.
It's because of him that I'm afraid of Trevor.

Because now I feel, if things start to get tough with Trevor, I want to run.
Because of how I hurt so bad when I was with Joe.

I just want everything to be easy.
But I know it won't be.

My mom is being a bitch about new years.
I want everything to be easy.
And I want to be back ( Read more... )

Life is going slow ( Read more... )

I never liked Christmas ( Read more... )

1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before? Got totally wasted.
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? I don't do resolutions ( Read more... )

Yea,
It's love.

So,
there's this kid.
His name is David and he just moved here.
It's nice meeting someone like him.
He knows what it's like to leave behind a whole other world.

He made a movie
And I just watched it.

I loved it.

So,
Lesson I learned today,
Boys can't just be friends with girls.
And it sucks.
Because, I honestly thought it was possible.
UGH!
So, now I'm stuck with either walking home, or dealing with a boy that likes me.
Texas is retarded.

God: i heart you too
God: you know i do
God: <3

keffingthxbye.