like no one else.

she drives me crazy and i can't help myself.

maybe i really am selfish. but, is it really selfishness that has overcome me. i spend so much time, energy and existance in dedication and concern for other people. the one person that i think i would, honestly, do anything for, told me that i only cared about myself. that just crushed me. this has been months ago now but, why i think of it now is ( Read more... )

The one person that I truly wanted to speak to today failed me. every attempt was followed with failure. I feel like just that...
thank you to the friends that did come hang out and have a good time.

Wow, Twenty-Two years old and still just as alone...

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I still need a job.

this time gives me far too great of oportunities to sulk, dwell and anything else that could make me feel worse than i currently. i don't know, maybe i just need more cow bell.

jobless. not toooooooooTOO concerned, except, pretty worried.

someone help me out if you can. strawberry was awesome. jew went with me.
good line-up. it was nice to be away from assholes and shoulder high truck bumpers.

i'm doing so much better than i had any idea of. i'm pretty sure i know why but, i don't care. i'm just glad she's back and we may, eventually, be back.

don't know what to do.

i'm just fucking crazy/insane.
can't decide which.