Looking at my interest page, been adding and subtracting as I think about it.I could change 50 things a day and really mean it. One day I really am intersted in asparagus and hotels made completely of ice, and the next day I'd rather talk about sustainable living and gentrification. Does that make me fickle or multi- faceted?And I feel alittle ( Read more... )

Would someone please check out rollervicki and tell me if they think she is putting us on? If this is a character someone is developing she is so brilliant. She just hits too many of the cliche trailer topics to be for real. She's like a character from Raising Arizona. I have studied her for hours and I can't tell. Either way, real or not, she is ( Read more... )

I take everything back about not loving my shop. A beautiful, serene space it is and even though I would rather be at the beach with Holden and Riley, one could be in worse places.I just get impatient with the ones who don't understand my aesthetic.But they are so outnumbered by the faithful that I really shouldn't be bothered.Just be true to ( Read more... )

It appears as though B and I are through. No more 6 hours IM marathons. Sometimes talking to him was like talking to my subconscience, he was under my skin so deep. And yes, it had run it's course but that doesn't mean I don't miss it.It meant alot to me. He meant alot to me. But as I read his journals he turned out to be someone else,someone he ( Read more... )

T. said to me last night that I was giving him the thousand mile gaze. I have such a hard time compartmentalizing my life segments. Walking out of the shop doesn't mean I stop thinking about biz. Leaving the bed doesn't mean I stop thinking about sex. And now I have taken on a new addiction with this LJ venture and a new, equally distracting monkey ( Read more... )

*Develop usual yet approachable talents
*Foster unique interests
*create enigmatic persona
*maintain anononimity while nurturing intimacy
*invest heart and soul and expect no returns
*Avoid resorting to sarcasm and cynicism

"She felt all at once terrified, as though her lonliness had been pointed out by some outside force whose finger parted the hedge. An obscure fluttering there frightened her, as though the force babbled to her,The bird that flies within your heart could not divide this cloudy air..." Went home yesterday after feeling like some kind of emotional ( Read more... )