well it's finally here and i am ever so pleased. words cannot express how i feel inside right about now. any ways. i am sad that i have missed both of Kellen's phone calls this week. :( i got an email so i know he's alive. i am going to look for another part time job so i can quit tony's. i realized i hate working there and the people piss me off ( Read more... )

i am patient right now for two things that i cannot control. number one getting the fuck away from jacksonville. every one here is the same and deceitful. i just want to go to Coastal and transfer. number two is of course waiting for Kellen to come back. he really wants to be back by St. Patrick's Day. i finally posted new pics on myspace and maybe ( Read more... )

last night i watched Headbangers Ball and then watched Chasing Amy. i think it was the best night i have had in a long time. Cradle of Filth's new video was as usual, some girl running through the woods. <--- it was a world premiere. i was in the best mood after watching the show. the cd comes out sept. 28. 40 tracks and kick ass bands of course. ( Read more... )