it'd help if you'd just tell me what to say
it'd help if you'd just tell me anything

(i'm all ears now)

you're better off alone (?)

i don't know why i keep making the same mistakes waiting for different results.

i wish i were not in this city
and i wish i had more common sense.
i wish i did not fall back on the past so often
and i wish i didn't set myself up for disappointment.

i'm done.

"why don't you trust me?"
"that's just not how i work."
"that's bullshit."

maybe it is.

i have parents that do such lovely things
it's not even worth it to write about them
because it'd only provoke jealousy
(i don't mean that in a snotty way)

i am so god damn lucky/blessed/fortunate/any other fucking adjective that can't possibly come close to describing all that i have

and i'm watching closer right now ( Read more... )

"and though i said i dont miss people....well im a fucking douchebag cuz i miss everyone...especially you...."after i left him on friday morning ( Read more... )

[do this anymore]
[stay like this]
[keep missing you]

SLEEP.

so i'm listening to nostalgic music
and missing home
and waiting for everything to be ok again

(i knew i'd get like this if i drank tonight)

and i forgive you even though i know you're not sorry
because that war is fucking over

much ( Read more... )

the crowd on the street walks slowly//don't mind the rain\\lovers hold hands to numb the pain//gripping tightly to something that they will never own//\\//and those by themselves//by choice or by some reward\\no mistakes only now you're bored//this is the time of your life but you just can't tellit's weird the way one person can say something to ( Read more... )

insert witty but cryptic phrase about me missing him ( Read more... )