I passed my driver's test yesterday with 100%.
I small taste of freedom.

I hurt. I still hurt so much. I carry all of this around with me. I want to forget about them. I really do. I want to stop loving them. I want to let them go. I need to. Why am I like this? I'll never really get over them.

two weeks after we hooked up they did. at my house. and i wasn'te even there. although if i had been would it have been different? probally no. he ignored me but fucking asked her out. i am so happy they aren't dating. and that he used the same excuse. i am not as upset as i thought i should be but i mean i am still hurt although not really by ( Read more... )

I feel like I have changed so much in the past two weeks. I think it has all been for the better. I think that being surrounded by a few different people and not being able to see a few I am close to made me think more about who I am. I think the music I have been listening is/has change/ing my perspective on things. I feel that with summer, ( Read more... )

i cannot put into the words all the amazing experiences i had this weekend. sasquatch was surreal. the most amazing time i can remember having. i have never felt to alive and happy. me and 30,000 neighbors. wow.

So this weekend... wow. I'll remember this one. Alot happened in such a short time.

Once
When I was little someone pointed out to me
Some constellations but the big dipper's all I could see
That brontasaurus must have stood a thousand miles high
That brontasaurus laying on its side up in the sky
Bottoms up and this time
Won't you let me be?
Bottled ( Read more... )

So what kind of guy basically asks me out... I think. And then walks away? Then acts completely normal today? I hate boys they are so not straight forward AT ALL!

"So would you like wanna go out some time?" Imagine in a quite nervous voice.

son my run i encountered:(in order of appearance)
1 dead dear
2 sunbathing snakes
1 breeze of skunk smell
5 bugs i inhaled

oh and the sun which was basically like fire while the wind was blowing me backward. not exactly fun. sunbathed most of today while occasionally highlighting research for symposium. i am all sunkissed now which is making me ( Read more... )

I can't sleep at night. Since last Saturday. I can't go to bed till atleast two and then I wake up almost everyone hour. It is making me very bitchy. I feel bad for snapping at everyone but it is so hard to explain how I feel to anyone, even him. Not talking to him was supposed to be a good decision. Why do I feel like I am the one being punished? ( Read more... )

Came back from my first 3 mile loop since Ski Team. It was hard but I took a fast pace, for me anyway. We talked about positions today in lacrosse. I realised the best thing to do for myslef is work on my endurance. I am probally already the best in shape but alot of girls are better sprinters and I am by far the best in distance. I still need to ( Read more... )