so i'm moving out in hopefully less than a month. me and austin. finally ouuta mom and dads house..i got a new job 4 days a week, 10 hours a day and i get fi sat and sun off. cant beat that. the pay is awesome after a year i'll be making up to 12.50 and hour. with 40 hours a week thats awesome...i'm kind of excited now. gotta be responcible
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Dream a little dream of your future today. Who do you want to be? Where do you want to go? Make good use of your psychic insight to guess what's ahead -- and decide how you want to change it.
good advise maybe its time i actually do something with myself.....
so i had a nice valentines-day..first one ever that worked out the way i wanted. its about freakin time..i got a dozen of roses, baloons, went out to eat and did x for the first time........that was definately an experiance. i'm not sure if i'll do it again but at least i can say i tried it...it was alot of fun but i made me lock up my jaw alot. it
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so i've realized somthing.......there's soooooo much i dont know about in the world......so much that i have no idea about.....i'm so confused right now in my life..not depressed, just confused, maybe a little lost...
i dont know what its all about most of the time......we fight and we fight about nothing...it dosn't make sense. i still feel the pain from his fists..i feel it everytime i get up to do something or go over to sit by him. it shouldnt be like that. i shouldnt have to be so affraid of him now. i shouldnt have to be so scared everytime he touches me.
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*so jaronn took me to a show in burns harbor the other night. its was a preety good show, although i was kind of dissapointed when shattered real couldnt make it...but all in all it was pretty good...*
i'm eating left over hacienda.... mmmmmmmmm wet buritoes...
he left at nine o'clock this morning.....its12:50, he's home now...I sit and i wait, and i wait, and wait, for him to tell me he's sorry.........or something......i get nothing.......i didnt even start the fight........i have no idea what its about.........he's never left for more then 4 hours with out calling and eventually apologizing
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