it makes me sad that as you get older you lose some people. espically when it seems as though there really is no reason for a disconnect to happen. why do they not talk to you anymore? why have they moved on when you haven't? maybe that's a little strange to say... but i was just thinking.

in other news, things are good. i turn 21 friday!

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so im having second thoughts on my tattoo.. go figure ( Read more... )

i got a tattoo... thats right me. 3 small pink stars across the inside of my left wrist. i like them. its very strange at the same time. pictures to come... maybe.

so grades are in today....
and its the best report card ever!!! I'm so excited, I feel like my hard work finally paid off. And the results are:
World Lit: A-
Brit Lit: A-
Core: A
PR: A
World of Work: A

Yes!!!

so pc is saturday... and im super excited!!! for serious... and yes i did just say for serious. this week is really busy, and ive got a paper due tomorrow and possibly one on friday depending on what those crazy core teachers decided. well i hope everyone is having a great week so far, much love!
perky

so this next week is going to be crazy busy... and ill just be glad when its over. but thus far this semester has been going very well. i have a 3.5 right now which isnt bad i guess, but i think after this semester it will get a little boost.*hopefully* ive decided that i need to learn how to say no. im always telling people ill do small favors for ( Read more... )

im ready for a certain person to come back home. im very sad. i dont like things.

so ive been pondering alot lately, about my religion, and things of that nature i guess. i feel... not lost in it but at the same time i dont really know where i am in it. and ive been thinking alot about guatemala. i guess i never really stopped thinking about why im not going. i wonder why this trip was not ment for me this year, and if it will ( Read more... )

so sometimes i just feel like i do a really shitty job with things. it seems like i never think of all the questions i need to ask, i never have all the answers and people look to me for the answers but i dont have them... i dont know how to ask all the right questions, and so ill never have all the right answers.