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The Last One
It has been such a very long time since I posted anything here, and this will probably be my definitively last entry. I used to post here with the almost certain knowledge that my thoughts and feelings would be read by someone and now I'm posting here with the almost certain knowledge they will be read by no one. That's probably for the best. The ( Read more... ) -
Still Awake
So it's about 12:46 and I am still awake. Not sure why, but I am. Tried the whole lying in bed with the lights off and my eyes closed thing for a while, but it didn't work out so well. I even tried drinking a cup of hot chocolate (by the way, walking to the dining hall in a t-shirt, pants, and no shoes when it's about 40 degrees out and raining is ( Read more... ) -
A constant moment of weakness
A moment of weakness can be roughly described as a kind of breakdown in resolve. A recovering alcoholic might have a beer in a moment of weakness, or a generally level-headed person might break down and cry in a moment of weakness. They are momentary indulgences that you, and with any luck your friends, know are bad for you in the long run, but you ( Read more... ) -
What the hell?
Can someone please explain to me why I have to worst work ethic in the world, and how to change that? Seriously, there has to be some sort of helpful psychological explanation for this. And I need it, like now. -
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So, an interesting thing happened to me today. It wasn't until the last hour or so that I realized the significance of this, but now that I have it seems pretty damn significant ( Read more... ) -
Atheists
While browsing wikipedia today, I came across a study done by the University of Minnesota that Atheists were the most distrusted minority in the United States. At first, I was insulted and outraged at the mass stupidity of our nation, but then I though about it more rationally and realized there are a lot of things one cannot trust about Atheists. ( Read more... ) -
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So I'm leaving tomorrow. I probably won't be seeing anyone, except Kay at the airport, so sorry if I didn't get to properly bid anyone a fond fairwell. I sort of planned this week haphazardly. In an effort to keep everyone up to date on the goings on in Vermont, I started a blog at lifeatmarlboro.blogspot.com. I'll try to keep it as regularly ( Read more... ) -
I hope this explains something
Picture a child in bed, hiding under the covers, too scared to move. That's basically how I see myself. Fear is generally rooted in uncertainty, which anyone who knows me well at all, ought to know I am full of. Mostly, I'm afraid of people, afraid they won't like me, afraid they'll think poorly of me, afraid they won't think I'm good for anything ( Read more... ) -
Working through some thoughts
Not feeling too good right now and right now I'm trying to work out why. Kay is hanging out with Anthony and some of his friends tonight, which is probably related. Ever since Anthony has gotten back from Spain, he has yet to contact me to spontaneously hang out. There was one time where it kind of seemed like he had, but he had also invited Kay ( Read more... ) -
Source code
Comments in the Linux kernel source code that I find slightly worrisome, episode 1: Tell the world that we're going to be the Grim Reaper of innocent orphaned children.
This comment can be found in Linux-2.6.26/init/main.c