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 It's too much for me to bear. 

For Your peace to be the strength of my heart,
For You to save me from me.

How am I to go out to heal a hurting world where people desperately need understanding and love, when I feel the exact same way as them? Yes yes nobody really understands. Is it that hard to find a heart which will take time to understand? Stop judging. Stop passing ( Read more... )

It's really heartwarming and reassuring to have your Pastor say to you: "I'm only a phone call away." And to talk to her face to face, with all her attention on me. Considering the fact that I'm just like any other member of the church. She was listening, and identifying with me. Maybe that was all I needed all along.. 

With so many things happening in one go, you kinda get lost really easily. Motivations change. Hearts waver. Hopes crushed. Lives rebuilt. I can so easily become a 'life' churning machine, doing what I have to do in such a repetitive manner that it really scares me. We get used to being Busy. Once I stop to think and reflect on things, I feel a ( Read more... )

 I am so happy/thankful/grateful for the way things are now, and things can only keep on getting better. 

 When you've given you best, and it is still not enough.. 

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I know you'll help us
When you're...
Feeling better and we realise
That it might not be for a long, long time...

But we're willing to wait on you
We believe in everything that you can do
If you could only lay down your mind

I want you to try to help yourself

Take the time to take apart
Each brick that sits outside your heart
And look around you
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Every now and then as people remind me of who I used to be/of who I can be, I get a little uneasy. (The degree of how horrible I can be is unfathomable) At the same time, amazed at how these people still remain as my friends.. After all they have so many other people in their lives they could have invested their lives in.. Heyy as long as you are a ( Read more... )