I'm miserable ( Read more... )

Time keeps escaping me. It doesn't feel like it should be mid-January already. I don't know what it should feel like, but the days keep flying by, and I feel like I'm getting nowhere. School hasn't even started yet and my life is hectic. I was thinking about it in the shower and I realized that I'm busy 7 days a week. I was complaining to a friend ( Read more... )

My house is depressing today. None of us had enough money to get anyone gifts and my mother is bummed. Not to mention, she's working today. So when she's out of her "office", she's ranting and raving about how she couldn't get anyone anything and how horrible she feels. And it doesn't matter what any of us say, she doesn't care, she feels horrible ( Read more... )

I don't recall ever getting asked to a dance... pretty much EVER when I was actually in high school and now that I'm out, I just got asked twice by kids I teach. Both of whom find me attractive and are completely obsessed with me. It's kinda funny. And I'm pretty sure that one of them was serious. But what can you do ( Read more... )

He loves me!
I'm pretty sure the feeling is mutual.
I just don't know how to tell him so.
But Goddamn I love this feeling.

I promise I'll write an update soon.
But right now I need to get the hairdye out of my hair.

Right now, for the first time in a verrrrry long time (possibly ever), I am content. Copacetic, even. Don't get me wrong, I still have a lot of things I wish to change and/or improve upon, but at this moment I am completely ok with where I am. I will tell you why ( Read more... )

Everyday is a battle.
Some days I come home victorious.
Some days I come home hopelessly defeated.
Yet I still have to get up the next day to fight again.

I am lucky to survive another day.

If I'm going to get like this everytime I let someone get close, I'm not going to get close to anyone again. EVER ( Read more... )

Just as it starts getting on my good side, a not-as-cooked-as-I-thought piece got stuck in my esophagus. I was not a happy camper for like 15 minutes.

Most of these good things have to do with music in some way, shape or form. heh. Go figure, right ( Read more... )