THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME ( Read more... )

well its been a while and a lot has happened/changed since i've left jersey. first off i need to thank all of my friends that spent that last week with me. you guys are AMAZING and i wouldn't trade you for anything, ever. that last week made it pretty hard to come here. i havent found anyone that could come close to being as close to me as some of ( Read more... )

its been a hell of a long time since i've last updated, or at least it seems. i went from almost everyday to maybe once a week. i guess thats good though. i haven't really had time to sit and thing too much about whats going on so it hasnt been burdening me to much ( Read more... )

so today i got called outta work...again. big surprise. i went to see jackies new house. its so cute. i brought her to work since her car was broken and i had nothing else to do ( Read more... )

well i got home a little bit ago. so tired. i feel like i lived in my car today ( Read more... )

it's been quite awhile since i last wrote anything. not much has happened or changed. it's kinda sad how quickly this summer is going. i wish i had more time to enjoy it before i leave. but i guess all good things must end or so they say ( Read more... )

well i took my placement tests. they were pretty retarted. the french was ridiculious. haha ( Read more... )

wooo. so i've had to work like the past week which usually sucks right? but noo... these past three nights were special. haha i've had the pleasure of seeing him all three days! he makes me so happy and always makes me smile. like seriously. i couldn't have been any happier working tonight then i was when he smiled and came over to talk to me. ah ( Read more... )

why is the sound of his voice on the other end of the phone so comfortable? why do i feel so relaxed as i talk to him? why do i want to stay talking for hours? why can't i get over these feelings? it's been almost a year and i thought i was done, for good. now this. now i want to see him tomorrow. now i want him to be here now. now i don't know ( Read more... )

well its been a long week since i've last written anything. i haven't done much lately. lots of work. i brought home a nice check though, that always makes it seem worthwhile ( Read more... )