well i've been getting yelled at a lot lately because i haven't updated this damn journal. truth is i just don't have time or the will too. i suppose a lot has changed and even more will change in the next week ( Read more... )

well it's been about a month so that means another update from nicole. this will probably be short as i tend to get bored of updating easily ( Read more... )

well i've been back at school for almost a week now. it's amazing how much a month away can change people and perspectives. my month home was amazing to say the least. i never realized how great i had it until i heard how bad some others do ( Read more... )

well as everyones finishing their finals and getting ready to head home this place has an erie feeling surrounding it. i can't believe i just finished my first semester of college. well technically friday after 1pm i'll have finished it but yeah you get the point. so much has happened and changed and wow i dont even know where to start ( Read more... )

well its been a hell of a long time since my last update and i guess its still the same old shit going down. i can't wait to get home for thanksgiving and see my sara. i miss that girl way too damn much. i miss how we never ever have drama and support each others decisions even if we don't agree. she is seriously the bestest friend i could ever ask ( Read more... )

i've been thinking a lot these past few days. more so about people then other things. i really miss how everything was. i had probably one of the best summers in a long time. everything seemed to work out just fine. i don't even really remember anything that went bad, cuz it didn't matter. these days the bad stuff seems to matter way more then the ( Read more... )

so i just woke up from such a good nap. i felt good to actually sleep for a little while. i haven't been able to really do that in awhile. so i went home this weekend. the big surprise party was on Saturday. i think it went rather good. my parents seemed pretty surprised. i love how my sister comes home for like 3 days and we can't even get along ( Read more... )

ok so i just came back up to my room after meeting john the sophomore. he was kinda cute. at least i thought he was pretty cute so i'd hope some one else would think he was cute. i just have a little pet peeve to rant about. what is with everytime you meet someone the first question they ask, after whats your name, "what's your major?" i am so ( Read more... )

well it's been an interesting couple of days. monday megan came up to go shopping with me but as she was on her way i called my mom and she told me some not so good news. my grandma died on monday morning. so we still went shopping this time with a different intention in mind. i drove back to jersey that night with meg. went to the diner with eric ( Read more... )

well for the first time in awhile i had a completely awesome weekend. sara came up from maryland, eric + kenny managed to get here and we chilled with steph. so everything that was supposed to happen this weekend did, well except for the PTW show but its all good. im gunna recap day by day cuz its just easier that way ( Read more... )