I need to write. I need to let it out.  Like Matt said, just let it out once...and it won't be as bad the next time.  I feel like I've lost my best friend.  I feel like I don't have anyone to turn to anymore.  Can I just tell you how much it sucks?  How bad I wanna cry out to the world that I need a friend?  Just to listen and not judge me. Yanno? ( Read more... )

Ok so I'm am so excited right now.  I probably shouldn't get my hopes up but ahh, friggin so much stuff has happened ( Read more... )

Ok, so I was doing fine until YESTERDAY.

Of course, for Father's Day, the weather was beautiful! So we got my Dad an ice cream cake, which was so good.  And then at night it hit me.....THE CAKE HAD CHOCOLATE ICE CREAM AND CRUNCHIES!!!

And it's all downhill from there.

I'm going to start again from day 1 tomorrow.

Alright, made it through Day 2 of the no chocolate diet.  Oi, it was so hard.  I went to this play, and of course all the refreshments had chocolate! The only other thing there was was soda, and I think I gave that up to.  Oh well, on to Day 3! Hopefully the cravings will go away.

Alright...so Day 1 of the non-chocolate diet has begun.   I must say that it is a bit difficult.  They had friggin chocolate chip cheese cake.  Not to mention the whole bucket of chocolate they keep at my department just sitting there, glaring at me!!! Mocking me.  But! I have succeeded so far, my strawberry nutrigrain bar is marvelous. =/  I hope ( Read more... )

I FARTED IN FRONT OF THE VP OF PURCHASING FOR ALL OF JOHNSON & JOHNSON TODAY.

mortified

I feel this small.

It's terrible. I'm just...sad. Nothing will make it go away either. How do people choose? Is it strange that although I am happy with what I have, I am jealous that he still called her and not me? It's not like I was in love with him, he was just my "go to" guy. He made me laugh, we had fun, he had a crush on me...why does that make me feel good ( Read more... )

I think that many humans are too busy to realize that the actual act of living...is indeed very difficult. There are daily challenges that one must get through just for what? To go through it again the next day. Don't get me wrong, there are of course many wonderul things about life and freedom of choice but my philosophy teacher had the most ( Read more... )

So lets update.

I'm at work right now, and can I just tell you....it pretty much blows. I've been here for 12 and half hours. =/

But this is what I really want to write about: MY BEST FRIEND JUST RAN AWAY TO CALI WITH HER CONVICT BOYFRIEND Ok. I feel a little better...Nope, I lied, I don't ( Read more... )

Seema, your heart's desire is Business or Marketing ( Read more... )