so i am finally home for a bit. after 4 consecutive weekends of being out of town i can finally relax and just be a normal 20 year old kid for a bit. ive been under a ton of stress as of late because of all these travels. from hotel reservations, getting money for trips, van rentals, and in general people simply complaining about how they want ( Read more... )

so yesterday i got so sick that i thought i was going to die. then i sucked it up and realized that i shouldnt complain so much. anyway, i went to bed at like 8, and slept till like 8, so that is good. but the bad part is that i dont feel all that much better, and i have a test in like an hour that i might not have really studied for. itll be ( Read more... )

So i was being quite a little baby earlier in the week. I was just having a bad couple of days, but i think that i have got everything semiworked out. well that is basically the lie i tell myself so that i can think that everything will be ok. but so far i am failing pretty bad at my major goal for this semester, which was to try to be mature ( Read more... )

ok, so i am so selfish that its not even fair. i really am still the luckiest person ever. i just need to keep that in mind, and really get over myself.

so there has been quite a lack of updates this month. but thats ok. i wish this one would be happy, but i am giving myself exactly 2 minutes to be mad. i feel like i have hit the absolute bottom. its kinda wierd, cause i have thought that several times over the past month, but then the hits just keep comming. i am not sure how it can get all ( Read more... )

So its been a really long time since I have last updated, and a whole lot has happened since then. I am not going to go into great details over all of this, just to say that this break has been amazing. I am pretty much the luckiest person alive. I got to go to a couple of Spurs games, a Saints game, the beach for a week, the ranch to hunt like ( Read more... )

so far this break has been quite excellent. its only wednesday, so ive only been home for like 3 days, but have gotten to see most of the people that ive wanted to see. tonight i beleive that i will see even more. my parents might start to crack down on the whole curfew thing, becuase 3 in the morning is getting a little ridiculous ( Read more... )

note to self on future lj updates ( Read more... )

so i should be working, but i think i am sick. thus i am trying to write this livejournal entry but i keep getting distracted by the brand new (the band) that is playing on my computer. its kinda sad, but it sorta sucks me in. ok enough with the girly writing. tonight went out to dinner with about 13 guys, and it was probably the most (current ( Read more... )

So I am sitting here 30,000 feet in the air, listening to some senses fail, thinking about how I thought I had everything worked out in my little mind, but it didn’t quite work out so perfectly. I thought that everything would be fine, and that I could just go on like I had the entire semester, but I don’t think that that will be the case anymore ( Read more... )