it was below 10 degrees frenheight the entire day today. fun times definatly were abundent. woke up, went to church, ate at bob evans (an ihop type place for us normal folk that arent experienced with northerne breakfast chains.) all was well. went to my grandparents, saw my mom, brother, and sister. it was really nice. then we made the ( Read more... )

so i have finaly finished finals and was pretty much the last person to leave the vanderbubble. it was sad, and i will admit i shed a tear or two, but i learned from my new "feelings and emotions" book, from the american girl library, that this is ok. i mean come on, girls need to cry, and even sensitive boys do at times at well ( Read more... )

so i saw some more stuff i wanted for christmas today. before i listed some stuff that would be nice, but i didnt really need any of it. now i am gonna list some more stuff i want, but its great, cause i really dont need any of this either ( Read more... )

so at the beggining of this year, i thought i knew wat i wanted. i thought i wanted to be a nice guy, grow up, get a good job, a nice wife, all the typical little american dream stuff. im just not so sure now wat i really want. i want to be a nice guy, but which group i should hang out with is becoming the problem. i have several options as of ( Read more... )

the doctors told me that i would reach puberty soon, one can only hope ( Read more... )

so the year is quickly coming to a close. its not done yet, but looking back on it now, and it turned out to a pretty damned good first semster. i think that i am not goin to fail out of college, well if my daddy can pay gee enough money to let me stay that it. ive met a lot of new people. made some needed changes in my life. not done any ( Read more... )

so this week is not gonna be fun. i have several finals and lots of studying. but so what. i mean, i am in the exact same situation as everyone else. no one has an upperhand on me. we all have finals, so we will all have to deal with them. i just hope that i can deal with them the best ( Read more... )

so this weekend started, and was like some others. yet it really wasnt when it came down to it. i had some expected scarriness with the police. watched a movie. had a "dtr." group danced. went to a party where i only knew like 2 people, and then immediatly decided that i should go to a different party where i would only know 3 people. so ( Read more... )

so i survived the awkwardness that was the first few days back after thanksgiving break. well maybe it was only awkward for me. but i survived it. been running a little more, and trying to get myself in a little bit of better shape. then i started thinkin about it. why am i really working out at all. i mean, i do not have a sport to excell in ( Read more... )

so i wanted to get back home last week right before fall break. i needed a break from vandy, but then when i was home i wanted to get back to vandy. now that i am back it just feels like nothing. im not sure why, i have lots of work to do, i am hanging out with most of the people i was before the break. but i just feel like something is missing ( Read more... )