I know this sounds totally odd...
But I think about Jake still.... I wanna know if he's okay and happy....
three years later....
how odd.
it hurts.

Just peachy!
I'm a freaking genius.

What do you do when you find out that the guy you've been seeing has a girlfriend?

(see answer below)

Drop his ass like a fucking brick.

I win.

What do you want from me?  I'm not sure if you were joking.  Stop laughing at me.....
If it's nothing...
don't touch me,
don't call me sweetie,
and don't pretend like you care like that.
Whether or not you mean it, you're leading me on.
Just don't touch me......
It's the only way it won't hurt.
I know you don't want to hurt me.

If it is something, 
TELL ME.
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So he's not coming home and this is how it all boils down.  He's got a wedding date set.  He's got kids. He's my best friend.  I love him to death.  But I think it's time for me to let go. I throw in the towel.  I won't argue anymore. He's made his choice. I see the validity of any argument, but I have to hold out for numero uno, and I say OUCH. It ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of watching everyone fall in love and fall head over heels for one another.  It's even worse when they bitch about stupid things the other person does or doesn't do.  So fucking what?  It's better than being alone.  And if it's not, get the hell out.
I'm too picky to just settle down for the first pair of nice hands or soft lips or ( Read more... )

So much since I last posted... hmm ( Read more... )

"Today you should leave the past in the past in case it becomes you. Live your life in hope, instead of letting the past and tomorrow take control of your TODAY."

~Ivona Evans~

It's over.
I'm still thoroughly convinced that Jason has been one of the best things to happen to me.  I've learned a lot, we're still friends, and he never treated me for ( Read more... )

1.  Don't give up on yourself yet.  You're a great person ( Read more... )

So I have to get the application to the realtor guy for the house, which I still haven't found a fourth roommate for yet.  I have to be moved out by sunday.  I havet o wrok eight hour shifts the next few days, some on my feet, some in my car.  I should probably go get my paychecks for June from that gal, if not continue making phone calls for her ( Read more... )

So tired.  Closed last night.  Open today.  AT least I have tonight off to go bowling with Jason and everyone else.  I'm gonna be dead though.  That's the thing about 50 hour weeks I guess.  I'm tired as hell and I can't keep my eyes open.  I feel like someone hit me in the back with a wrench.  So tired.