I saw her on Saturday and fell in love with her again. I’ve been dreaming of all the things I’ve done wrong in our relationship and all the things I could do better if we gave it another shot. I spoke to her tonight on the phone and told her all that and more. She said she still loves me. Then I made her say it. “Alisha, I do not choose you ( Read more... )

I smiled today. I looked at myself in the mirror and I laughed. I looked at the moon this morning at 4 am as I drove to work and I cried. It was beautiful, powerful, demanding of my attention….I was grateful. Shannon invited me to a women’s retreat. I accepted her offer and I am glad. She is filled with a joy that I hope to learn about. I ( Read more... )

I told my grandmother tonight that I'm gay (an unintentional post-christmas present). She fanned herself for about 10 seconds then said, "Oh, I knew it since you were in highschool." Why don't people tell me these things? jeez. 10 years of beating around the bush seems like an awful waste of time ( Read more... )

I'm almost ready to start writing about my life again.
Emphasis on "almost".
My fingers are itching, but my heart's not ready yet.

Patience has always been a virtue of mine.

"Write a journal entry with six random facts about yourself. Then, pick six of your friends and tag them - no tagbacks. These rules should be included in your entry ( Read more... )

I adore being unemployed and busy! I think I'm finally settling into life in America again, and it just feels DIVINE to wake up in my newly prettied bedroom, next to my sweet husband and purring cat, and then go make french press coffee before I start my day. Seriously, though, i have been so busy taking care of setting up house that it feels ( Read more... )

My Grandmother is so awesome. Here are some of my favorite moments with her throughout the last week ( Read more... )

I'm in Corpus Christi right now, and having a great time hanging out with my Grandma. Yesterday, I admitted that I had no idea what the difference between a Corolla and a Civic was....I mean, they're both just distinct cars made by a Japanese maker, right?....and her response was "Jesus, baby! You gotta get with the program!" This sort of ( Read more... )

I wanna go home! I'm already done with America......

My flight from Nagoya to Houston is in 13 hours.

I leave Haruno in 8 hours.

Wow, time really flew.