To the love of my life....I'm forever yours.....


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I have a new lj.  not2be_owned .  I'll transfer everyone on my friends list, and it's a public journal.

I don't know if he still loves me. Then again, I'm not sure if he ever did really. I'd like to think he did, or does. I dunno. I just hurt. I meet with UCI Monday. Jesus, I don't know if I'll get in. I really need to get in. I need something in my life to go right ( Read more... )

I'm in Cali now. Tranfers and everything are being done, my room is ready for me. I dunno. It all seems so meaningless. I hope he is happy. And I mean that in a nice way.

Well Lana and Ron came and Debb and them left with most of the stuff and Lana and Ron got some kicten stuff. Everyone has been really super in handling the train wreck I've been. My mother has me on some heavy sleeping pills, but took me off cause she said I was really jumpy and kept asking for Monte....I guess I was so out of it I didn't realize ( Read more... )

Well Monte is being a real pleasure. He's convinced it's all a lie. Misty told me that all that shit was up to Monte and not my father. The other dude was Debb's son, which Monte never met Debb and her son, her son took most of our stuff for his apartment he's moving into. So "BAHAHAHA" on that shit you fucking prick. Anyways, now he says I'm ( Read more... )

This is no long a friends only journal. M moved out Saturday. I haven't eaten since Friday. I haven't slept since Friday. I throw up water. Yesterday my car finally died. I waited three hours for the cab,and I have no idea if the tow truck came ( Read more... )

No, my loving friends, it has not ended, but I have to make this stuff stop before it getts started again ( Read more... )

Darlings, glad you stopped by. Due to rude comments I have recieved by non lj users, I have made a new friends only journal...but fear not! If you have a lj and comment I will add you no matter what! No haters here! So if you've been secertly reading this, please come out of the darkness and into the wonderful light of the Tiffy!

--Tootles--