hello everyone, i have a new lj - narcisos - add me if you wish

i think i am quitting this livejournal buisness...i dont know why i update anymore. i am sure if any of you who read this need to tell me something, you can contact me by phone, myspace. im. facebook. ect... hell write a letter, no one does that anymore.

it is hard to describe today. played tennis, went to work, came home to find out that my grandpa died this morning. I dont really know what else to say so ya, sorta short on words at the moment

wow I am going to be 18 tomorrow! Damn that is old. I am not so much in the mood to celebrate my birthday, but rather just absorb and accept it. Legally, I am now an adult. I can vote. There are lots of things i now "can" do. I still can't drink, which is bullshit if you ask me, but I won't go on a rant about the drinking age. I look forward ( Read more... )

I am really missing alot of people. BUT not the people I always imagined I would miss the summer after high school. There are some people I wish I had gotten to know better. Even though I will miss people and it feels like my heart is being ripped in 50 different directions, I am still anticipating the end of summer, and arriving at my new ( Read more... )

Goodness, my dad is uptight

Defense of one's faith is a strange thing. At times it comes so easily, at others it seems like the most difficult thing to do. Like it would be so much easier to just sit. smile. nod. But wow how good you feel when you can defend youreslf with reason and without mindless remarks with no fact or reason to back them up. It isnt even fact that ( Read more... )

so my last journal entry was a bit of a downer, i am aware, but i feel so much better now. I dont think i could live without my friends. I called James last night, i was upset and lonely. He drove over to my house to talk at 10:30. WOW good friend. Even tho it was because of a friend that i was so down, it took another friend to make me feel ( Read more... )

just live your life. dont think about it. just live it.

So I'm not going to lie, most of orientation was pretty lame...There were some fun/interesting events, but the entire process itself was a bit ridiculous. Too much information in some ways, and also, a lot of REALLY lame activities...but whatever ( Read more... )