i got my septum pierced yesterday.

the experience was surreal and ethereal...

i haven't updated in awhile. i've been so so busy with work, its rediculous ( Read more... )

ugh

I ended up taking my weekend vacation to Pennsylvania. It was a trip that lasted about 24 hours total. I picked up the remainder of my belongings that were in Nate's dad's basement. Basically, we got there at 2am, got fucked up, slept, packed the jeep, and drove back to CT at 1pm. Very short and sweet ( Read more... )

way to totally ignore me, blow me off, and act like an asshole.

fuck this.

so i've decided that I understand my full potential. and i'm not living it. i'm just staying comfortable with what I know i can achieve, but i need a challenge desperately. i'm very driven, motivated towards success...and i shouldnt settle for less than i know i can attain ( Read more... )

theres no use to hide it, no reason to fight it. i cant play pretend with my heart in my hand...and i'm dying inside to show you lifes meaning as we continue to deny whats true.

while it saddens me to be lonely ( Read more... )

i've dated the well liked skater boy.
i've dated the rich, handsome boy.
i've dated the rocker.
i've dated the hardcore emotionally driven boy.
i've dated the genius (or very intellectually stimulating) boy.
i've dated the gorgeous boy that everyone wants ( Read more... )

went out for sushi last night with brescia. drank sake, and somehow it went into my nose and it burned like hell. then i choked on something. fooled around with chopsticks like the idiot i am. you know...poking things. yessssss.

then off to crabapples house. smokage, hang out with fun people. laugh.

tis my life.