well I'm here, I love the campus, I love my room, I don't even mind my roommate even though we're nothing alike. I'll probably love my classes, I'll probably love just about everything about the campus except for one thing... the people ( Read more... )

"Tonight will be the night that we begin to ease the plugs out of the dam ( Read more... )

As a tribute to you, my buddy, one lindsey bateman. I decided to write a story, the story of us. How we came to be, and what we are today. So here goes ( Read more... )

I've been getting really really nostalgic the last few nights. I think this is a phase, I don't like it. Have you ever wondered about life before you were a part of it. The people you meet, where you were before, what was happening to them before they came into your life. I think about that a lot now, I've met a couple new people and it's weird to ( Read more... )

this being everything. It just seems as though everything is being compounded merely by the fact that I'm leaving in freaking 11 days. I'm obviously not ready to go, I thought I was but I'm obviously not. Last night I sat in front of this screen and wrote down every thought in my head. I just needed them out, they were being stored up for too long ( Read more... )

If you decide to read this just think for a second. Imagine that your life is progressing normally, everything is good, not great, but not quite horrible. You have your share of ups and downs, but overall you're pretty happy. Suddenly almost out of nowhere this thing comes along, it could be a person or an object, whatever. The fact of the matter ( Read more... )

so here we are beginning august, and to accompany it comes the most mixed emotions of my life. I'm having such a wonderful summer that I hate to see it end, yet I'm ready. There's just so much I feel is being left undone. I worry about what will happen once I'm gone, how I can't fix things here anymore, how I can't help people here the way I once ( Read more... )

human beings are a failed device. We treat each other like shit, we are incredibly self absorbed, and overall just unconcerned with what happens to others. I definitely include myself in this, I'm just as bad as the rest of them. Luckily there are varying degrees, granted not everyone is a self absorbed piece of shit like my dad, but that's not ( Read more... )

... and a fight broke out between a red sox fan and a yankees fan. Witnessing this incident and watching both me dragged away by security officials, I began to realize something about human nature. That being that it is a very confusing fact of life that we all are inbred with. We have this tedency, we tend to take things that have no effect on our ( Read more... )

what's there to say about myself honestly. I often find myself struggling to answer this very question. I've come to realize that outside sources are incredibly unreliable, unknowingly why though. I guess the conundrum I find myself stuck with is why I am the way I am, at 18. I feel as though there's something wrong with me, I'm not supposed to be ( Read more... )