I've think I've come to the realization, or if I've stated this before it's merely me reaffirming this belief, is a series of forks. Sometimes it contains multiple routes, like 3 or 4 choice, but most of the time it's simply yes or no, to do it or don't do it, etc. Each of these paths lead us down to another fork in which we are forced to make ( Read more... )

oh my I must say, confusing situations sure do make life interesting. It seems as though once a plan seems to be set in motion, there must be some sort of outside force holding you back. It's not to say that I'm angered in anyway, rather I seem to find myself sad about it. Really on the one hand it seems so easy, yet at the same time it seems ( Read more... )

I suppose that after 2 days of orientation I'm supposed to have some sort of clearcut desire, either wishing to stay or longing to go back. Unfortunately, this would be the simple solution, and as is often the case with my I see it from a different angle. I have mixed feelings about the situation. I don't know quite what I was expecting out of this ( Read more... )

oh man in the last 2 plus weeks I've been pulled over 3 times. This is ridiculous, I haven't been pulled over in over a year and a half and suddenly I'm like public enemy number 1. Two warnings later and a ticket that I have to fight because it's complete bullshit, here I am. I haven't wrote in a while, it's sort of odd. Guess I've just had a lot ( Read more... )

my graduation party is tomorrow, show up around 12, but if you wanna come later that's cool too. Any questions, text me, don't call my phone is broken and for some reason I can still text, but not call. Yup so tomorrow, 12 o'clock, just letting people know...

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so yeah, I'm officially a high school graduate, that's pretty sweet. Started work today, I suppose that also is sweet, I like money, it's good to me, but only when I actually have it, otherwise it's a harsh little bitch. So I've found myself almost in awe about how I've come to this point, not shock, not despair, just plain awe. In a sense it went ( Read more... )

my graduation party is sunday june 12th, if you would like to be in attendance, I need to know in order to get the numbers set so there will be enough food for people. I'd appreciate it if I was told sooner rather than later, it would just make my life a lot easier. Whether it be through comments or personal contact with me, just let me know ASAP. ( Read more... )

ugh I can't ever seem to figure out why I get this way, why I have moments where I just get a little down. It's the kind of thing that doesn't make any sense. I should be happy, yet for some reason there's this feeling eating away at me, almost like something is missing. I can't quite explain it, and really it's nothing to pay attention to. I think ( Read more... )

is that what this rain is gonna be? Is it God punishing the wicked? Should I build an ark ( Read more... )