I made it... the countdown has finally come to an end. Save my finals next week I will never set foot inside my high school for the purpose of education ever again. I feel so incredibly relieved, the burden of getting through this is finally over. As I sat in my last class counting down the remaining minutes my mind finally began to drift towards ( Read more... )

yeah it's still goin, it's on 4 days now, I must say I'm really really anxious to get out. I'm just done with high school, I'm sure at one point I'll be regretful and sad that it's over, but I don't see it happening any time soon. I need a change of scenery, I need a new group of people to see. It's nothing against the friends I have around here, ( Read more... )

It has recently come to my attention that my livejournal is merely a form of bitching that people are sick of hearing. So then I beg to ask the question, why do you read it? As I've said mulitiple times this journal is for contemplation, not documentation, by reading it you have chosen to delve into my thought process. I don't do this for comments ( Read more... )

wow I can't even begin to explain how ready I am to be done with high school. It's really bad actually, every day I find myself starting the morning off with "God I just want to be done, I can't take this anymore!" My school days are completely enveloped by a stupid countdown, I constantly remind myself how much school I have left and I just think ( Read more... )

you know, I think this crazy scheme of mine just might work. Although I do feel it merits some sort of explanation, considering that last one was rather vague and left more room for contemplation. First and foremost it is important for me to stress that my last entry was not caused by one singular event, particularly pertaining to the most recent ( Read more... )

that I don't like girls, I like music... so yeah that's about it. Girls give you heartache, girls cause you misery, girls make you cry (even though most guys won't admit it). So rather than continually putting myself up for disappointment and continually getting hurt I'd have to say that officially I'm off girls for a while. I'm not coming out of ( Read more... )

My heart is broken right now ( Read more... )

it just clicked, I finally got it! I've figured it all out and I have no idea how haha, oh well I'll take it, I'm in a really good mood now, it finally makes sense! So good...

way to be pete, wow you sure are good at dealing with life, wow, just wow peter... really you handled that one beautifully, yup way to be...

"can't pretend that you're nothing special..."

all I can really say about this vacation was meh, it wasn't great and it wasn't horrible. Really I was just meh the entire time, had some good times had some not so good times. Nothing really to complain about, except for my slump in baseball, which is absolutely abismal, but that's besides the point. It was nice to just be away for a week, none of ( Read more... )