I got a weird feeling about today, not actually lookin forward to it at all ( Read more... )

well a lot of stuff got figured out today, I don't hate myself nearly as much as I did friday night, things seem to be heading in the right direction somewhat. Unfortunately now I'm being told that i really need to pick up my effort on scholarship stuff, not fun, but I guess it has to get done. So I'm gonna say things are going well right now, I ( Read more... )

I absolutely despise my life, I am the biggest piece of shit... I fuck up everything I ever come in contact with.... if i were you I'd stay the hell away from me before I screw shit up in your life too, cause that's been quite the recurring theme for me lately...

I don't know who said ignorance is bliss, but really he or she should be shot. I really just wish I knew what was goin on. This whole day has just sucked, and I don't even know what's going on. I don't like trouble, and I don't like this trouble. I see so much potential and so much good that this sudden bump has really confused me and angered me. I ( Read more... )

time for a non-emotional/comtemplative entry so what's the best thing to do, a stupid survey hahaha, thank you ~J's journal (the one I stole it from ( Read more... )

warning... the following is the result of a late night writing session that I compulsively had to embark on. In no way, shape, or form should the following be taken to heart as my current state of mind past tonight. Come tomorrow I will simply go on as though this never happened, just right now, it is a reality. There will be no summary, for I feel ( Read more... )

ok yeah that was more for comedic effect rather than true depression. Basically to put it quite frank I got my first college rejection, yeah UVA didn't take me. I find it funny how they put it though ( Read more... )

Yet again a reoccuring aggravation I've had with this general mindset of this region and it's surrounding. The stupid high school mentality, a seemingly endless phenomena merely perpetuated by each consecutive class, that has latched to the small town breeding it, that being narrowmindedness. Somewhere down the line someone deemed it proper for ( Read more... )

I've been bored today, just seemed like every time I tried to find something to do it just didn't work out. Although I'm not particularly sad because I've felt sort of blah and now some really weird news has been brought to my attention. I don't think I should get into details considering I'm not even in contact with this person anymore, but I ( Read more... )

life = awesome right now. Just everything feels so right. Spent the weekend celebrating Nicole's birthday which she definently deserved. Friday we brought her out to applebee's, played some pool, and watched porn, I mean Adam and Evil, yes I was the only one to pick up on the whole Lake Nede = eden backwards, yeah I'm cool like that I know. Today ( Read more... )