bla bla bla i just got home from work and the gym ive been goin to the gym everyday now its getting to me my dayly routene like it used to be again i like it it halps me get my mond off shit thats goin on! i lost 5 lbs or more i duno i used to stay around 195 and 200lbs but now im down to 190lbs it skool i need to lose bout 5 or 10 more my abs are ( Read more... )

well today was alright i ordered the last part i need 4 my bike so hopefully it will be ridable by wed. i really hope so! em trust me it will all be worth the wait i just need a lil more time i do feel the same way i dont no how many times i need to tell u that but it doesnt hert to say it again i really do CARE for u! and i just dont want anything ( Read more... )

went to prom this weekend it was pretty fun except when em had to go home i was so pist ryan and i had a really expensive hotel set up and em was suposed to stay wit me all night grrrr two suits a wet bar alot of liquer and nobody to be with that u really want to be with.but whatever ended up gven in to em and meeting up with her at church lol such ( Read more... )

i am sick of typing so im just goin to say that today started off really bad untill i caught rebel in a huge lie lol it was AWESOME!!!!!!! so ye aim happy i did because it stoped me from making a huge mistake! so yea im back to em and its good so i am alot happyer now well im goin to bad happy for the first time in a fucken week!

wow i just got back from my grandpa's house i so hate my fucken family they all love to say stupid shit to piss me off everytime i c them i hate hollidays i cant wait till i move out the only times they will c me is my b-day and x-mas yes im a greedy son of a bitch but they suck! well im goin to the gym i think maybe the tanning salon or to bed i ( Read more... )

last night tom joey and i were bored so tom and i baught bottles of yegar lol i dont no how to spell it. anyways we went to matts house and goot DRUNK! it was great except that i was drunk and we couldnt go anywere fun that sucked but i made it fun 4 me lol my ass was out a lot! today is easter i dont have a hangover i dont want to see my family ( Read more... )

well i went to matts house and ahd a lil to drink but just buzzen not drunk i dont like to drink anyways ppl pist me off after i left em's passion play,some kid tryed me cause he thaught i was elmo wich is a good friend of mine as well he is luky i didnt hit him 4 elmo whjat a lil short jit tryen to get big and step to me lol i would so kill him! ( Read more... )

wow taday has been great i woke up this mornen and picked em up at 9am it was really early. we chilled 4 a while then $&*#ed from like 9:30 till about 30 min ago about 1pm it was tireing im exausted and im goin to sleep now! im a beast and if u dont believe me that i lasted that long then ill let u talk to her! lol

taday was cool i went to the beach wit sean and laid out 4 like three freeken hours. it was hotter then balls but anyways yea we left there and went to some chicks worl one of seans friends and wow was she fucken anoying. after that we went to my house and chylled untill we had to pick up em at work. we got to em's house and i was eating my wrap ( Read more... )

today was interesting i worked on spring break wich is gay but it was an easy day then i went over to em's house so explane to her why i am not going out with her yet i hope she understands to give me time! i dont want to have this one get fucked up like all the others. People piss me off! why cant everyone be real and do what they say instead of ( Read more... )