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shutting down lj soon i think.
so i might shut down lj, or make all my entries private soon. everyone on here who i talk to or know - are all on facebook (which is good and bad because you won't hear rants on there).
i think i've given too much of myself to people. time to hold back, to have some secrets.
i'll still read your journals. i might even respond. -
it's over.
live in my house... i'll be your shelter ( Read more... ) -
christmas thoughts
well this is going to be an interesting holiday season to say the least... with me likely on a day schedule - i will have time to actually visit people when they are home.
now to the thoughts:
--I am not going to spend the $600-$800 this year on presents because 60% of my money went towards my immediate family. with mom,dad, fred, jonathon, amanda( ( Read more... ) -
lyrics of bands i might see tomorrow.
MATT GOOD: 21st CENTURY LIVING:
Around here our ambition throws an non-perishable item in a donation bin at Christmas
And it pats itself on the fucking back because it thinks it's done something decent
ILL-SCARLET: NOTHING SPECIAL:
This is the part of the song of the song where i just dont give a fuck,
About what you want,
what you heard,
what you thought
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GROCERY LIST!!
This seems a bit silly but it is time for me to do a grocery list for myself - first time on my own etc. This is going to be an expensive one since i'll need EVERYTHING!
here it goes - in cut form cause it doesn't need to be huge on everyone's friends list.
Salad dressing: French, Italian, Ranch
Sugar
Salt/Pepper
Butter
Jam
Peanut Butter
Miracle Whip
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i don't know what to do...
unsure if history will repeat itself. -
i used to be a writer
i used to enjoy it. i used to think that i wasn't the best but i could still write pretty good. and then something inside me came and made it stop. the well went dry, the words went missing and there was nothing. i've had some parts in my head for a story i want to write - those moments that ache at me and are the whole reason i'd write it. tonight ( Read more... ) -
sara and i broke up
she wrote 3 pages of why she didn't want to be with me. could it have really been that bad ( Read more... ) -
how do you say goodbye?
Sometime last year my mom's close friend and our neighbour believed that she pulled a muscle and that it was the cause of a pain she was experiencing. after a visit to a doctor it was found that she had oravian cancer. because of a blot clot she had they could not operate and it grew from the size it was to a noticable tennis ball shape before it ( Read more... ) -
merry christmas!!
so what is there to talk about... christmas was great and now i am at work ( Read more... )