It has been 11 months since i last wrote in this journal and almost that long since i last looked at it. So much has changed in my life in the past year. I don't feel myself anymore. With everyday I lose myself more and more. Most of the time I just want to fall off the face of the earth. I am deeply sorry to those that I have lost and to those who ( Read more... )

I want to give it to her soooooo bad. there is only the one thing holding me back and its slowly becoming less and less of an issue. i hope she will have it

I found her. the one to hold in the end of ends. the love of my life. I.Love.Katie.

The Liberated Lover

77% partner focus, 61% aggressiveness, 60% adventurousness

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I'm fucking tired of people telling me im changing and that im not who i used to be. yeah, maybe i have changed a little, but you know what maybe thats what happens when your will is totally broken. Maybe completly uprooting your life for the worse will change you a bit. I'm sorry I can't be what everyone wants anymore. I'm sorry. But maybe you ( Read more... )

so i dont really know what o say about this past weekend. it was awesome. it suked. but all in all i think it was more fun and relieving than anything. shit did get crazy and it involved lots of making out with people that should NOT have been making out but if anyone wants to know what really happened then comment and i will let you know but like ( Read more... )

Fuck the world! My entire life is falling in around me. Fuck all of you!

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