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Let her out so she can breath
Bah. I'm not using my journal for how I intended to use it. I wanted it to be my tell-all journal. I was supposed to say everything, since the only person in my life who reads this is my best friend. And guess what? I've been leaving stuff out of here. Why? Because I know I have been so stupid. So this is what I have been up to...
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On Monday, it was 65 degrees.
On Thursday, it was 60ish.
Tonight, there is a good couple inches of snow on the ground.
North Carolinian weather makes me crazy. -
second visit.
Mother Nature has blessed me twice this month.
TWICE!!!
Oh, how giving and thoughtful she can be. -
drops in the ocean
I had one of those peaceful days to myself.
I had my classes. I'm a little sad that my first english paper can not be on hand gun control, abortion, the death penalty, or gay marriage. My professor says that they are all topics that have been done before and there is nothing left to say. Maybe she is true. I just think she is tired of reading ( Read more... ) -
If it's the beaches...
Yesterday was my mom's birthday, and we planned a little surprise dinner party for her. Well, when she opened my card, so looked at me and said "I love you. I don't say it enough, but I love you." Seriously, the grin on my face was ridiculous and my eyes swelled with tears. After 18 years, it finally occurred to her that she doesn't say it ( Read more... ) -
Weekend Wars
So I worked out this afternoon, really really hard. For the first time in my life, I learned how to funnel my anger into exercise. So I pushed myself quite hard and then lifted some weights... tiny weights because I'm a little weakling, hehe.
And then, I get really sick. I could barely eat dinner.
So, I took that as proof that I should not ( Read more... ) -
Don't it make you crazy.
So in the past week I have been up to no good.
I've been sleeping with enemy, educating myself, working, studying for my promotion, training the newbie at work and other trivial matters.
So, if things could go my way with the ex, they would be glorious. In my head, I like going out and I like sleeping with someone I know. So in my head, it would ( Read more... ) -
You fooled me again with your honest eyes.
So the past couple days have been pretty tame.
It started off with me waiting for a reply from the (ex)boyfriend. Odd thing is the word "ex" is almost started to go with the word boyfriend... is that progress? And he finally replied. However, it was "you are right. Talking to you is hurting me" blah blah blah. I felt so bad. I mean I know it ( Read more... )
