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There's nothing else to say. eh-eh. eh-eh.
I am only updating because I am bored out of my mind and I feel like I have a couple of points I can hark on for a bit.
First of all, I feel like an absolute poo. I sold a textbook on Amazon and I realized AFTER sending it that I titled it under the wrong name. I sold it as a value pack including a textbook and something else. I don't know what ( Read more... ) -
Brooklyn, Brooklyn, Take Me In
It's funny how now that I am single, I feel like I have nothing to write about. I've been keeping busy. It keeps my mind at rest. I saw "Sherlock Holmes" at the independent movie theater, and then "Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs" at the $1.50... which is probably my favorite place to go when I have no idea what to do.
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Rambling
So we're broken up. I had planned on writing about what happened in detail, but at this point I don't know if I could handle it. I've been holding myself together very well the past couple of days. I haven't just broken down and cried yet. Since him and I have broken up and gotten back together so many times, I feel like I have cried my tears ( Read more... ) -
the end.
damnit.
yes I have been drinking, but I wrote a whole entry that took and hour to write and in my drunkenness, a half hour to edit. My boyfriend and I broke up.
I will explain tomorrow.
until then, here is a one of my favorite pictures from my first roll of 120 film.
This is from my holga.
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Claiming my independence.
The boyfriend left for Georgia yesterday for a funeral. He's cousin who was 20 years old passed away Christmas morning. So when he called me today, I knew he would be on edge. When we started talking he asked why I didn't answer the phone, I told him I did not recognize the number (this was true; it was his dad's phone). I had let someone at ( Read more... ) -
It's a jungle out there.
The boyfriend and I are on the verge of breaking up. I don't want to be with him, but I don't want to break up. Please explain to me how that makes sense. I want to be alone so I can flirt and be adventurous. In a way I am an attention whore, and in another way, I like to be invisible. I am a strange strange woman. I am afraid that if I break ( Read more... ) -
Thoughts
I am a relationship person in the wrong relationship. I am infatuated with another man. I am absolutely consumed with him to a point where it is a complete distraction. I don't know if he even would ever think of me like that. He's just so nurturing to me, and makes me feel like I am right for believing what I believe. I know he cares about me ( Read more... ) -
Irony
Nothing infuriates me more than my mother's drinking. And at the same time, nothing makes me feel so worthless than her drinking. I came home tonight after one of the worst nights I've ever worked (and trust me I've had bad), and after having to drive my boss home. My dog didn't bark when I came home, which was weird so I called for her. I didn ( Read more... )
