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Ok so living at home has had its benefits. Many benefits...but its also really hard. I want to have friends and hang out with more people my age. I want to go to parties. I really want to find a boyfriend. Of course nothing but trouble comes for me when relationships begin and end. Its not that I think a boy is going to solve all my problems but ( Read more... )

I dont understand people. Maybe I'm just not meant for this world...atleast this part of the world...I have an entirely different mind set than most people. I dont think I'm a psycho...but maybe I am. It seems like no matter what I do..its always wrong. So I hung out with Dustin this weekend. He invited me over. He initiated conversation. I was ( Read more... )

Whenever I decide to end a chapter or what not in my life I have to do something...I dye my hair...or I get a piercing! Something like that. I'm not sure why! Its like a reminder! Not a very good reminder...Like my tongue piercing...that was to remind me to stay away from Dustin for life! I saw him this weekend! My car blew up! No joke caught on ( Read more... )

Well it definitely has been a while since I updated this journal! I remember when I used to write in it everyday pouring out my heart and soul...well my boy drama. This journal has been there through my very first break up to my last break up...Kinda funny...Tj and Tara couldnt handle my constant complex with Dustin...So they opened me up this new ( Read more... )

I am a hybrid of:
Girl Next Door
Party Girl

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It seems like everyone I know has been there....heart broken...upset about a relationship that went sour...whether it was long term, short term, a crush, friendship, etc.... It doesnt matter...It still hurts...Trust me I know all about it...But today I just started thinking of all the great things! All of them...down to the little detail...and even ( Read more... )

I miss having someone...I just want once...to have someone...a friend a boyfriend...anyone for me to love...and I dont want them to go away. I want them to stay... Is that too much to ask for? I'm lonely

Went to the dentist... That was interesting...My mouth is all numb! My wisdom teeth will be coming out soon. The xrays were insane! My teeth are growing in side ways... So yeah... I'm suppose to go to Ohio this weekend. Dont know if thats going to happen. Looks like I'm back to being the family disgrace...My parents hate me right now. You know I ( Read more... )