I am crazy

Ok so do you ever wake up and look in the mirror and just say "WOW I AM UGLY!!" I think all these new makeover plastic surgery shows are starting to attack my brain! I have decided that yes god did make me this way but god also gave some brilliant doctor the brilliance to perform plastic surgery. So what to do......hmmmm...some lipo of course... ( Read more... )

Pretty Girls Don't Die Alone ( Read more... )

Sunday....what can I say...it was interesing...I went to church. My mom actually came with me this time. Hung out with the fam and ate a delicious dinner at good old fashioned cracker barrel. Yummm.......I'm watching the VMAs. Hmmm...so hoobastank performed for like two seconds! What was that about? And come on people! Why do most of these artists ( Read more... )

So this morning my mom wakes up to go move the cars around so some guy can take a picture of the old mustang we are selling...well she discovers someone has thrown one or two eggs on my hood and put some sort of white powdery substance in my gas tank! Cute guys!! Super drama!! The police came blah blah blah...My dad and I being the bright ones that ( Read more... )

Wow it sure has been a while. I guess thats what drugs and drinking and heart break does to a girl...I've been a zombie!Ok I'm getting back into journal mode! First off I need a cool layout! How the heck do you make cool layouts!! I'll hire someone or maybe one of you out there will do it for me for free!! I've got some kick ass pics and great ( Read more... )

Christie Lewis does not learn things the easy way... Everyone can warn me and it wouldnt make a difference. I learn through experience. It sucks but atleast I do learn something. I've realized that one of my big problems is that I focus on everyone else and not truly myself. I have this complex... I dont know how to explain it. I'm so desperate ( Read more... )

there is a type of beauty that is so closely bound to pain, that we hold onto the pain for fear of losing the beauty ( Read more... )

Friday the 13th...oooooh...Today is my lucky Day!! I'm in my apt! With my best Akron friends~! With the coolest cat ever! and best of all with Jimmy Jenkins! Well I will be he isnt here yet! But he will be soon! Do do do dooooo!! So excited!! Must clean! Then its on to the hair and make up!! I'm scurred!! Hahaha!! lalala!! Partying it up tonite!!