i made the biggest mistake ive ever made by letting her go.... im a damned fool banished to misery and regret for the time ahead. even if she took me back i would still have been honest and told her everything and understood if she wanted to change her mind and leave me. i ruined it. the spot i can never replace... not with anyone or anything ( Read more... )

My Biggest mistake was the entry i posted earlier... my biggest mistake was being honest... wow... why do i even tear up and get the lump in my throat anymore? it's always the same... you'd think i'd be use to it by now... well... I guess my biggest mistake really actually when i went and actually hung out with her after our break up on ( Read more... )

It's true... I love Karla... dunno what i would do without her! Wow... i dunno what happened really but like my already deep feleings for her yesterday just like jumped up even higher (if thats possible)... we only saw eachother for a short while... like 35 minutes but still... i dunno... but i feel like my feelings for her have taken a big change ( Read more... )

wow... i dont think ive ever been so stuck to the fucking window... i feel sick as fuck... but not from drinking or anything... i feel like i should have just shut the fuck up and ignored Karla's message trying to piss me off... instead i write her back trying to hint that i was doing stuff... when in reality... nothing... all to try and piss her ( Read more... )

or say my answer to me hahah...

You asked for my suggestion? I think you should learn how to say the word "No". You just cant seem to tell people "no" and then you get all stressed and dont know what to do. There is my answer. Say "no" every once in a while...

Well lets see... shit was perfect for a long while but has slowly but surely started coming undone... being pushed too close to that edge once again but this time i dont see any ledges to catch back on to if i fall this time... i finally am starring at the summit of this relationship. I have noticed that i have slowly but surely given little by ( Read more... )

If 2 People Both Love Eachother, But Can't Get It Together... When do you call it quits???

The Answer is NEVER. You just keep working at it and loving eacother until the end of your life.

well... i was talking to Karen and she seems happy about her and karla talking again so thats kool... we were talking about the whole situation (sorta why i said fuck going to school...) but cuz she asked about Tiffany... and yea... well we kept talking and then i asked if she wanted to see that message i was going to send Juan... (yes im a loser ( Read more... )

okay something totally weird happened right now... but i already wrote a blog about it so i dont think i should re-write it... just go to the link to read it lmao.http://blog.myspace.com/