I went to sleep last night to the sound of phone calls and my door bell and my window being tapped at. I woke up at 4:50 this morning and heared the ridiculous messages left... i took care of business and did all my chores already and now it's time to eat this big ol' roast beef and salsa i just made for breakfast.... then it shall be time to work ( Read more... )

hmmm in the past 24 hours i have fallen back into love... found out my dad has 6 months to live.... had a borring ass day but thought about Karla constantly... then got my heart broken for reasons unknown to man... now... i shall get stoned and go for a swim... hoorah... oh how life is grand... oh what a day...

Damn me bass... john drums/stand up... and colton guitar and vocals... we are going to rip God and Satan New Assholes!

jesus i knew this was gonna happen sooner or later... i had my high hopes but nah i shoulda known better. this shit aint gonna happen... never gonna work... atleast not until someone gets their damn mind made up on what exactly they want. but im afraid im growing more and more impacient as my current situation i seem to keep cutting off all my ( Read more... )

hahahh i wish so damn badly that i could have known about this song back about a month ago.... well many times in the past for that matter... well i always had this song but this was the first time i actually paid attention to what it was saying ( Read more... )

i seem to drift in and out of happiness... what is going on with me??? my emotions start going and then BAM they just deteriorate and leave me with nada... why? Happy one moment... Angry the next... and before i know it im so fucking depressed i... i just dont know anymore... do i love life.. or do i absolutely hate it and everything in it??? i ( Read more... )

well... wow... i really am at a loss of words... tonight has been very long... infact the day but thats probably becuz i didnt sleep so its like 2 days together. anyhow... yea... got out at like 8:30 and called dan up cuz i thought karla would be hanigng out still with Rosalva. and so they were at Heather's lookin for a party and he said he would ( Read more... )

what a total and complete waste of fucking... EVERYTHING! I swear... i shoulda just slept all fuckin day after school and i wouldnt have missed 1 thing... seriously not a single fucking thing. I DID NOTHING TODAY! man fuck days... always trying to bring the brotha man down... fuck people too... fuck happiness and "freedom". Bullshit ass fucking ( Read more... )

all is well again.... *big smile*

I swear everytime this happens iwth me and karla... every time... i trip the fuck out seriously... lmao... its sorta embarrasing... but yea... I see black honda civics all over the fucking road now... i mean shit... everyone has the same damn car it drives me insane... when i saw one pull up next to me at a red light and the girl was looking at me ( Read more... )