well... me and karla went on and off and on and off for a few weeks now... i was giving it my all but it wasnt good enough so when she decided that she didnt want me i gave it some fight but not much. Im done.... our relationship is done. I dont plan on even getting back with her in the future... not ever again. *shrug* I just cant. But anyhow ( Read more... )

with everything talked out and worked out... now i sit here... idle. i wait for her comfort. and i shall wait 10 years if need be. I only have interests with her, school, and my physical shape. So now again i say... i sit here waiting for my beloved Karla. And for all who oppose... you can not call yourself my friend.... go to hell.

So me and karla had our big last talking argument again... and why? becuz her "friends" tell her some bullshit... man fuck this... "you took my last chance for granted..." - yea thats why when i called to talk all you could say was a break up and that you were fine with it and saw it coming... man... what a load of shit... i fucking hate girls ( Read more... )

Awwww.... well last night i went to work... that sucked my nuts like usual. But whatever... IT TOOK FOREVER TO END! but anyways... it ended... and i came home and talked to Karla nd Robert... argued a little with Karla... and yea... just focusing on my dislikes to get over this as soon as possible. I feel like we're not completely done... but i ( Read more... )

Well last night consisted of me dan robert joey ivan hay gilbert and Ashley all hanging out... we had a bunch of beer... and well... it was good. Ive finally found MY beer... no longer do i have to try out beers to see if i like. Amber Bock is the one for me. Anyhow... Yea i got caught first cuz i snuck out too early... hahah i was gone by 11 ( Read more... )

Well... Karla appologized last night... and it was nice to see. Infact i wont lie.. i got like sorta queezy when i saw a message... my stomach turned inside out and i dont know if you call it butterflies... but if it was then there was a swarm... and yea... i was happy to read it. Then today in class me and her kept catching eyes... like atleast ( Read more... )

Well... i took Karla off my buddy lists and off my myspace... and im burring everyhting that was once between us in my backyard for a decade... or possibly ever if i remember... i told myself... im just gonna look at her xanga one lsat time... and i read about 4 entries that she posted in the past 24 hours... and yea... i hate her. I hate her with ( Read more... )

I FUCKING LOVE SCHOOL!!! It's the fucking best! hahaha... okay... well i went to my first day of school tweaked out for my last time... and boy i gave being tweaked a whole new meaning oh my god! lmao... but enough of that cuz im done iwth it now... good good... im straight edge all! I even am not gonna drink soda... i need to get into some ( Read more... )

Hahahah! Well it has been all too long! But i wanna recap on what my summer has been like... i went to summer school and wasted about half of my break there... i woke up early and went to school and got home in the afternoon just like an actualy school day so my summer break didnt start till late! After that me and Karla went to San DIego for ( Read more... )

Well lets recap on last night... first it was just me and dan eating and playing video games then john showed up and then robert... then we played a little more and then started playing hackey sack in the front yard. It was fun then we went and me and dan picked up danielle while john and robert got Sam... i had to meet Danielle's parents... it ( Read more... )