This shall be the last of my frequent updates I think, I shall be preoccupied with Maree and mebbe visits from the siblings plus lovely Bristol summer life. I shall be distracted, distracted all summer I hope
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Strange Days... Well, I never thought it might happen like this. But I can't say that it's not exciting and thrilling that it has. I've had a funny day. And not Ha-Ha funny. Is this me reciprocating?? Would having credit or the ability to use 'phone text' make it easier or better?? I found it pretty surreal today, I left and the morning was already hot as I climbed down St Michael's Hill to recover what I'd left in the town the night before. And I realised - as I seemed to blend in with all the other people I passed, becoming just another city person - that something special had happened to me. And in the dusty haze of a hot summer day, I felt very excited and tragic and young and fun. Cause none of the people I passed will have had a night like mine. And that was nice. It was really beautiful, and I'm so pleased to be able to tell you some of the things you should hear. It sounds like you haven't heard enough of them recently. And I do appreciate the opportunity you gave me to say them. I slept today. The guilt has
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i dont want you to do denmark either, the idea of starting uni again without being able to call you every second of the day is making me feel lonely already.
id never fucking ask you not to go, id never give you an excuse to contemplate it either.
im really happy youve met someone you like and seems to like you back too, its really nice that feeling...i know it of old. but you know nothing about him, and he clearly has no idea about you either.
please dont loose yourself in all of this like how i am lost with someone too. ask yourself where this guy is coming from? cause i dunno.
dont end up with my sadness. you are so more important.
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id never fucking ask you not to go, id never give you an excuse to contemplate it either.
im really happy youve met someone you like and seems to like you back too, its really nice that feeling...i know it of old. but you know nothing about him, and he clearly has no idea about you either.
please dont loose yourself in all of this like how i am lost with someone too. ask yourself where this guy is coming from? cause i dunno.
dont end up with my sadness. you are so more important.
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