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The most amazing thing happened today. It turns out I am to see my grandparents for the first time in 7-8 years tomorrow. Due to my mother's health scare, they have a reason to come to visit. We were planning on going in May to visit them and the homeland, but now I get to experience it much sooner!! I hope my ma gets better.. why must everything ( Read more... )

Well here I sit again. Trapped within my heart's own desires.. ensnared within a sea of enamor. I must admit to you that I do act bewildered in his presence, and yet do I lack all reason? Sitting here with no muse at my side, I begin to wander within my own thoughts.

Here I stand: alone, full of fear, with-holding a secret none should know I keep (at least for the moment). At times I wish I would have never known, that way it'll be less painful once it is revealed. It doesn't seem like I care much for it, or at least that is how it seems. Little to do people know how much I truly care for it. I, the Mozart of ( Read more... )

I must say that there is no way I could possibly feel worse than I do now. Not only must I deal with my low self-esteem constantly reminding me of my errors, but I also have to deal with the fact that I'm so stupid that I can't even pass my driving exam. I failed that thing 3 times (the road rules that is) with a single point away from passing. The ( Read more... )

Just when I thought that I might actually get a break from mu usual,streak of misfourtune, life hit me once more. I should've known that today would be a disaster from when my bus nearly left without me, or when Taracido lectured material I actually HAD to pay attention to, or when I practically failed a chemistry test I had previously taken. But ( Read more... )

Yesterday went better than expected. I imagined it to have been a terrible day, considering the sequence of events that followed me throughout it. It proved out to be a pretty lucky day. I actually talked normally to "that-which-I-have-particular-feelings-for" for the first time in a long time. Still hasn't called me, though. I fear he never will. ( Read more... )

Today was the dance division's annual fashion show fundraiser. It was interesting, I guess. My mom was sponsoring the evening gown section and I ansolutely LOVED my dress. It was a very asian/ Russian.. just how I like it. Nikkos and Charlie were playing there today, that was kinda cool I guess. I don't have much to say today besides my usual, ( Read more... )

Funny how drastically people change opinions as youths. You can love someone one day, and turn your face on them the next for absolutely no reason what so ever. I guess they were just using you to get what they wanted, right? That's all high school is- a game. It's just naivity playing a game with your emotions. I'm sure we have all come to terms ( Read more... )