So today I started my internship and I loved it. Mike and I cleaned out 4 of the 6 rock gardens and got them ready for summer :) and I raked like 7 tarp-loads of leaves and hauled them over the gorge fence. I found something that I could do for the rest of my life :) and its something I'm good at and can help other people with. Really excited. It ( Read more... )

its hard coming back to LJ after all this time and not having your posts to read. its hard not having your advice, its hard not having you around. i miss you ( Read more... )

i just dont understand it at all. i dont understand why it had to be him. i really have no fuckin words to even... rationalize... anything. its unfathomable.

i miss you. you'll always be like a big brother to me christian.

<3

work today 1145-1015. blech. the only thing that is saving me from insanity is that we're probably going to be closing the window early thank goddddd. holiday weekends can suck a big one!! lol. im off tomorrow and then i do traffic control in lot1 on sunday. for 10 hours. lol that should be interesting to say the least but itll be a good time. at ( Read more... )

so i got accepted to NCCC today. haha, it sounds so stupid pending the circumstances. like, i went to fredoina for three years, and im coming back and goign to community college for a semester. weird. but im so so so excited about going back to nccc because i get to have fun in school again. i dont remember school being fun since the last time i ( Read more... )

i moved out of my apartment in the middle of may... and i still dont have my fucking security deposit back!! im going to go to his house and fucking take it soon... this is getting ridiculous.

IM HOME. i love it. oh god i love being home. work is still just work, nothing new or exciting. well, actually a lot of new and exciting things have happened at work. im really glad that they made the changes that they did, bc i feel like its better. i've been trying to keep my ass out of trouble, but we all know how that one goes! IM 21 NOW!! ( Read more... )

four days. 4.

i feel like there are people in my life that act like children and i really REALLY just dont need anything to do with them. through whatever happenings, ive gotten rid of the other childish fools in my life. and i cant wait eleven days to nix the rest of them. thank god ( Read more... )

i feel like crap.

but schools almost over thank GODDD.

work on the 9th thank GODDD for a paycheck 4 weeks after the fact.

i pretty much dont know what else i have to say, other than im NEVER EVER coming back to fredonia. AND IM SO CONTENT WITH LIFE BECAUSE OF IT.