this weekend was really hard. yesterday marked the 3rd year ive spent without the presence of my mother. you'd think id get better and better about it as time went on but really its vice versa. im in school right now, which i realized im doing really bad at. my grades are dropping like 2 percent every day, im getting ISS and tardies like a mofuckr ( Read more... )

motherFUCK RAPE!!! its cold as hell!!! so quick update on life i dont have much time i gotta tend to the needs of my dog ( Read more... )

it's just been so long since ive visited this site. prolly cause in recent times, i've learned to loath this site to its full loathing capabilities. i dont know why... i jus do. also, i didnt know people still used it, its been like months, and i have no motovation whatsoever to look thru pages and pages of blogs to get updated on california. i can ( Read more... )

so, like, i kinda stole someones moto razor phone or whatever... ya know, the really cool tiny phones that you could slip in someones asscrack without them knowing? yeah, dem ones.. but anyway, my dumb friend brad left it on my bed and my parents kinda found it. so they took away my cell phone for 6 weeks and all my shit (TV, stuff) and if i dont ( Read more... )

i just had sex

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)LowLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)ModerateLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy ( Read more... )

oh shit so like i get to come down to da bay area (fer a whole weekend!) in about two weeks. i get in on the 15th and leave on the 18th. i feel bad cause i keep thinking about how im gonna hang out with friends and what not but the reason im really goin is cause were spreading my moms ashes under the bay bridge and surprisingly my dad actually flew ( Read more... )

this is really pissin me off. my myspace isnt workin. i cant log in fer some reason. my profile is still on there but my password isnt working. grrr

i need a girlfriend. well i at least need to get laid.

well im sitting in my cousins basement in arkansas. ive gotten about 70 of the past 73 hours have been spent awake. arkansas is a horrible place in many different ways. the people here are ignorant. my cousin had the nerve to say that i am an (and i quote) "emo slash goth slash prep". what the fuck is that? never heard so many slashes in one ( Read more... )