fillitout ( Read more... )

yo. it's amanda. collin hasn't updated his livejournal in a million years sooo since i'm bored and waiting for my macaroni and cheese to cook, i decided to update it for him. uhm. he's still crippled. and still collin. i think. he left his cell phone at my house. it keeps making obnoxious noises. i want to throw it out the window ( Read more... )

my heart hurts so much, i want something so badly and its becoming more and more obvious as days go on that that something is lost to me. id do anything for it, be anything for it, i dont want it to be lost. ive tried but i cant just stop believing in it, in spite of everything i just cant cut the ropes away from my heart and let things go.

( can you think back to when those three words meant something more? )

somebody hookup with me.

its 1:04 and again im not tired. il sleep soon i promise. i apologise for clogging your friends pages with crap the past few days. theyve been hard. tonight i came to so many realizations that its going to take time for them to all settle in. i stared someone in the face today, a person i hate more then any other living person. i dont know if he ( Read more... )

for those of you who havent ehard of them, you should listen to this band they are awsomely amazing.

for sale:

• pearl 5 piece drumset with hi-hat stand and bass drum pedal 575$
• pacific by dw double bass pedal $90
• tama hand hammered piccolo snare (discontinued) $150
• tama roto toms (6" and 8") $130

lets post an un-friends only entry for a change.

my name is collin and i love amanda♥

if you go to monsignor donovan and have any classes with me next year comment now ( Read more... )