March fazes me

[pezcore831]

i mean like...in general i'm really hurting. and shocked and dissappointed, and what have you. i feel like i'm backed into a fucking corner with no options, and i don't think i really deserve it. i'm sick of being in the waiting position in so many different ways and getting fucked over or overlooked. i know i shouldn't/can't take all this shit

Comments

[huevos]

first of all, fuck william and mary (im assuming that's what that shit means

[lemrakhsa]

i know exactly what you're feeling, darling. and i'm so fucking sorry. it's really unfair, especially because if you think about it, we would have fucking gotten into these places if it wasn't THIS year, and THIS many people applying...it's just so fucking frustrating and i'm really sorry. and YES we'll go to michigan together and then transfer the hell out!! i love you

[cameliasinensis]

i'm really upset that things have turned out this way for you guys, and i feel guilty and almost embarrassed to have been so lucky (because let's not kid ourselves, it's luck, not fairness; both of you were much more qualified than me in various ways and deserved SO much more than this). i feel like such a privileged piece of shit and that whatever i say now is going to come out hollow, but i am thinking about you and hoping things will take a turn for the better somehow.

♥

[fckuall]

its frustrating when u work hard at something and dont get what u want. but just take what life gives you, what u want isnt always whats best anyways. sometimes when you go down another road you find its much better.

i hope everything works out.

love u
-elena

[fckuall]

by the way, be thankful that there are so many colleges u can apply to. theres only one in malta, and i u dont get in ur basically screwed lol