HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUNTER!!!! I WANT SOME MAGGIE MOOS!!!

im at a loss for words... im being held against my will to write how i feel. but right now it is only bliss.... i cant write when im with the one i love.. he has such thick hair... its like a rugged stallion...

ahoy hoy. just sitting here waiting for hunter to call me to go pick him up from rescue.. my, i have a dull dormant life. hunter making up for that though.. im really happy with him.. so read this hunter so you'll know that. im so excited for this friday.. its going to be a convivial event..... yup ( Read more... )

had a great weekend.. it was only that way because im smitten with someone. im falling in love. but im afraid to admit it.. its so soon. with the last one he told me first. but im afraid to say it.. he might feel smothered, like its to soon. i know it is. i dont know, its not healthy to trap emotions in, especially if i finally have illustrious ( Read more... )

hunter spent the night.... it was..... pleasurable.

Happy Birthday Ciaran!!! the big 1-8! yeah! now you can buy lottery tickets and porn.. the best of the best. yup... today seems like a good day.. my weekend has been allright with the exception of the date with chris on friday.. and seeing certain people was outlandish, but i know it didn't phase him at all. thats exactly why i shouldnt care. and ( Read more... )

I awaiting to leave to go meet chris.. im a little agitated and flustered. i havent had a date with anyone but ciaran in about over a year. im all dolled up but cant leave yet... i need drugs.. maybe ill take my lithium before i go, that way ill be nice and relaxed. scratch that, thats probably not the best first date impression. yup....... watched ( Read more... )

This past week has been dull... DIP class finally ended. my life is complete now. No word from him. I thought he would maybe call by now.. but i guess i was sadly mistaken. o well.. Plenty of people out there.. wait, were are they ( Read more... )

im wearing your shirt.. i hate myself for liking you too much. i placed an anathema on you today.. i dont think its gonna work.. i am hopeful though. i keep thinking about you.. theres no one there to replace you.. thats all i need, just one person who actually cares. if i could cry i would. but i am torpid, lethargic, dead. i have nothing to do ( Read more... )

im undoubtedly tweaked to the core... my jaw is clenched and contracted. i feel like my mouth is enclosed perpetually. i am so lonely. ciaran is disgusted with me and presumably doesnt want anything to do with me... dont you just loathe life? i hope my trazadone kicks in soon... i cant stay up all night... i feel like i reek.. need a shower.. need ( Read more... )