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Do you ever have moments where you're walking over a bridge or cliff or whatever and suddenly you stop and stare at the ground and think about how nice it would be to jump and feel free for a moment and then smash into the ground and maybe be dead and feel nothing or at least be hurt and things would change?
Yeah. Me too.
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Overtired and jealous self-esteem crash! My brain "you should say sorry a lot! Send some texts! That'll make them like you more! It's totally a zero-sum competition and you are losing!"
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Life
Tonight there is tree-trimming and holiday cocktails at Meg's and this weekend John is in town. Hooray!
Also I'm resume bombing and feel pretty good about it.
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Threesomes
So has anyone else ever woken up from a confusing dream and googled "how to have a threesome"? The problem is they are all about how to get two other people in a room ready to have sex. I mean literally, my brain was drawing a blank and had gotten the participants together and naked and then kept getting sidetracked because it didn't know the next ( Read more... ) -
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Abigail Stokes
I like saying AbiKnopp as all one word and then realize I'm talking to a new friend of hers and stumble and revise it to "Abi Stokes neé Knopp" and that is a thing that happens.
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Happy
I am not allowed to complain for a while. My cold is not the flu, my paychecks are covering rent and bills, i got laid this weekend, and my dad is buying me a car because his mechanic friend is cutting him a great deal and my dad is always looking out for me.
For the moment I'm happy :-)
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This bar is a good bar. Say what you will about hipsters but they leave attractive, lonely, single girls drinking by themselves and looking miserable and contemplative ALONE. Boys do not realize how exceptional they need to be for me to not reject them instantly. People say to just say hello, just ask her out, just tell her you like her.
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Today was a lot better. And I have a couch now and my lightbox all set up. Hannah was amazing and helped me shuffle furniture even when I came down with a migraine from the dust and got really whiny.
Soon I will bake a pie.
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I'm pretty sure most of my friends don't get depressed and/or protect themselves from fucked up people. Which really sucks because when I try to express what I need they tell me maybe I should go home and rest.
I'm back to the old place where I wish I was suicidal so someone would have to care. I don't even care if it's out of guilt. I need someone ( Read more... )