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hi lj
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oh lj
LJ I miss you because you were the blog that let me say things to my friends that I couldn't say out loud. I guess I don't need that as much as I did in high school. Doesn't mean I don't still need it. We watch shows set in high school because real life is just a giant high school, isn't it? I almost ended that sentence with a period. I'm not ( Read more... ) -
depressed
depressed about my weight, depressed about mistakes i make in my relationship, depressed about my partner's weight and my lack of physical attraction to him, depressed mostly about how i just screwed myself out of a year of my life that i could have been spending as a vet tech. i might not have gotten in anyway but i had a shot. now i have zero ( Read more... ) -
failing
I can't believe I failed my class. I panicked and froze and now I'm not gonna pass. Miss more than 2 labs and you can't pass. She said that right at the beginning. And i missed 3 labs. The deadline for applying to vet tech school is March 1st and Winter quarter ends March 23rd. So even if I took this class again next Winter I will never finish in ( Read more... ) -
hi LJ
sometimes I miss you -
sara teasdale
I am alone, in spite of love ( Read more... ) -
Foodz
Today I ate brown rice/kale/tomato/nutritional yeast, two coffee drinks, a green smoothie, some caprese salad, a banana, some cottage cheese, some natural chips from the co-op, a couple handfuls of trail mix, a beer, and a cocktail.
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Life
Ive been riding my bike to and from work every day. I live at 17th and Hawthorne now and work is across the river at 6th and Yamhill so it's less than 2 miles away. I've been getting back down to my preferred weight, getting my tummy to how I like it, and I feel a bit better.
I think the only reason I can handle it is that acupuncture has been ( Read more... ) -
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Sleeping alone in my own bed is so much less lonely than sleeping alone in a yurt with someone you want to snuggle nearby but inaccessible.
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Texts to my mom
The good news is that my paycheck is what I predicted. If my hours stay consistent I will net about $1000 a month.
Unfortunately -645 for rent, -30(?) for electric, -85 for phone, -50 for medical bill at collections, -81 for bus pass...
That leaves 100 a month.
And this month I have been spending my money on food and medicine so I have a two month ( Read more... )