so... my life is pretty messed up all together. i dont know what to do anymore. my emotions are going crazy, im confused, depressed, and i just dont know what to think. me & sean hung out on my bday and valentines... and i thought we had an amazing time. not he wants a week & a half to himself (until next friday) and then he says well get back ( Read more... )

life pretty much sucks. sean broke up with me yesterday :( well he wants a "break" for 2 weeks but to me its a break up because hes going in the army anyway in a month & if he feels like we shouldnt be together then we probably never will. i seriously dont know what to do. i think im gonna give up on relationships all together. i always end up ( Read more... )

i havent been up to too much.. went christmas shopping today w/melany (hopefully for the last or second to last time) i still want to get sean one more thing (a prepaid cell phone) and then i should be done. he went out shopping tonight w/mike to shop for kohl (his son). me and mel went shopping for my secret santa at work (jay).. i got him a ( Read more... )

yea... so i havent updated in a while.. classes at uri are finally over. im here right now at school for an exam review and a drs. appt. then i got 3 exams to take this week and im moving out saturday.. im really excited about that. i get to work more hours to make more money ( im back at papa ginos again ) and see sean for the holidays. <3 ( Read more... )

im miserable and depressed and i hate uri. this weekend kinda sucked.. the week went by extremely slow and the weekend flew by... and now im back at school... great.

i had so much fun last night w/sean :) we went to the club monet in prov.. stayed for abotu a half hour but there wasn't many people there. then we went to diesal.. theres always alot of people there. i dont want to go to monet anymore b/c noone ever goes anymore. other than the fact sean got sick on the way to diesal, it was a really good time ( Read more... )

what a day... my cat died and me and sean just got into a fight...
theres one good thing though. one of my 2 classes for tomorrow got cancelled so i decided to have a longer weekend.. im at home if anyone wants to hang out

School started at URI a couple weeks ago.. its going pretty good. I'm still trying to get used to living on my own but its been pretty good. Sean, Mike, Emma & Steve came up to visit. Marc & Dave came to visit from their dorm. I'm home for the weekend and going back tonight. Classes are at 8am/930am every day for me which kinda sucks. Thats ( Read more... )

hey.. today i have to work at 3:30 but im gonna try to call out. alicia wants me to go to her dads island with her. then tomorrow im supposed to go camping but i have no one to go with. alicia, melany and sean cant.. and andy can but sean wont be comfortable if i take andy. it would be kinda akward. :-\ so im not sure if im gonna go at all. ( Read more... )

hey.. im so bored. havent done anything all day. just sit at home. i want to go out somewhere but i dont think anyones really around. im going out w/this kid sean now. i met him at this kid robs house that emma and alicia know in cranston. we hung out a few times, and he asked me out. hes really nice and cute and stuff. i went clubbing for ( Read more... )