I am Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde

[ph0ebe]

This isn’t meant to be a poem.
Or any form of organized writing, really.
Just a few random thoughts.
Before I go to sleep.
But be warned.
Because words like these are always bittersweet.
I could have stopped drinking for you.
A worthless phrase.
Yet even those wrong words seem so right.
I should have stopped drinking for meBut now I’m trying my

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[kawaii_mango]

i deleted my last comment, because after reading it over and over, it just wasn't right somehow.
i'm discontent,
but thank you for this post <3

[ph0ebe]

im discontent as well, im constantly typing, deleting, and retyping things because they never seem to come out right, as you said.

[peculiar_pixel]

hello.

i love you.

you make me feel like i am still alive,
because there is someone out there living like me.
except, i never tried to quit drinking.
i stopped cigarettes and other drugs,
and now
every time one is lit
i think of him
and how
he doesn't realize
i have changed my life to make him want me.

god, it's disgusting.

[ph0ebe]

i stopped the other drugs and cut back on cigarettes.. but drinking is the one thing ive never been able to give up.
when you dont have anyone else its the one thing that never leaves, right? haha.. im glad you're out there as well, i relate to a lot of your posts, even if i dont always get around to leaving comments.
♥.

[httpoet]

By the way my journal is seen, it has no order, lines fall out of place and curve slowly towards the centre, but then when I see it on this page, it all lines up...

Somehow that seems significant.

[ph0ebe]

funny how things work out that way, somehow.

[punkgoth_179]

i been wonder how uve been doing.

[ph0ebe]

i've been better, but eh, these things happen.
how about you?