Finished drying my sheets at midnight, therefore I am in trouble. lots of trouble. another threat of being kicked out. i can't go shower. because of my slight ocd, i can't sleep in my bed... hell, i can't even make my bed because i haven't showered. and i can't shower because i am in so much trouble. trouble for going downstairs at midnight. it ( Read more... )

For the firt time ever, I have recieved validation from an outsider who has spent time with my mother that my mother is crazy, controlling, and a shitty parent.

It's refreshing. Relieving. How nice to finally know that it's not all in my head.

Another one of those "can't do anything right" periods of my life ( Read more... )

I talk to you because I'm upset, so you yell at me. Fuckin' brilliant asshole. You have the best parenting skills.

It's kind of funny that I finally start to give a shit and put in some effort, only to find that I can't pull my own weight ( Read more... )

Of late, I'm not the only one who's had enough. It's comforting to know that it isn't just me...

I dyed my hair black today.

Appropriate, considering the circumstances.

I've been doing so well with attending class...

But today, in true me fashion, I managed an anxiety attack bad enough that I can't leave my room. I rationally know that nothing bad is going to happen... but I can't seem to mobilize. I made it out of my room, carrying my supplies, then froze.

Of course.

To one half of the people I've been avoiding ( Read more... )

I appear to be accepting a minimum wage job at Rita's Ices... Why oh why are my previous job experiences and college education going toward this? I haven't been paid this little in four years ( Read more... )