Blaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh....that's how I feel right now. I think I've gone far past the point lonely and reached a new level of crapiness. Trust me, I've got proof. Talk to my buddy Maslow. Him and his Hierarchy pretty much proove this point for me. Those top 2 or 3 levels are just not gonna happen. Boy, that's exciting ( Read more... )

I felt like puting my emotions into some pictures, consequently I can't get any lamer.

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Well, It's officially not my birthday anymore. Thank the lord that I know the coolest girl ever and that she actually cared that it was my birthday, since nobody else did. Jenni is the fucking greatest girl ever...period. I'll tell you what I hate the most about having a birthday 6 days before Christmas; it's the fact that the one day out of the ( Read more... )

I don't like how instant messenger has the ability to make a person sound totally different than they want to be in real life. Messenger sends off a totally different vibe, which irritates me. I thought I could read people with an astounding degree of accuracy, but now I'm not so sure. Has messenger skewed my perception of people? Clearly, yes ( Read more... )

Everybody should go out and watch the movie Crash. This is easily one of the finest pieces of cinema I have ever seen, and anyone who knows should be incredibly impressed by that fact. I've never felt so good about myself after watching a movie. Racism is a plague on society and Crash displays this fact in an astounding fashion. Racism has ( Read more... )

It was officially rocked off this evening, along with all my other appendages. Thanks to the Suicide Machines, I am a parapelegic...a ROCK PARAPELEGIC! YEAH! Seriously folks, if you missed this show, which all of you did, i feel sorry for you and your limbs. They should've clearly been rocked off this evening. The Suicide Machines live will ( Read more... )

Hopefully I can get some feedback from the bulletin I posted on myspace. The information that I can obtain from said bulletin is vital to my existence. I tired of being and feeling the way I am. It's time for a change. A change that should have come a long time ago, but because I'm a fucking idiot never did. I wish I was done with college so I ( Read more... )

Another fantastic day. I can't take it anymore. Here's a list of things that I'm sick and fucking tired of. Don't worry it's a short list:

1. MY FUCKING LIFE!

I'm done. I'm through. Fucking forget about it. I'll take my depression and go.
If anybody needs me (which is unlikely), I'll be in my personal hell.

I love her. I could stare in silence at her all day or talk to her constantly and be content either way. I believe Rise Against put it best:

"Like the angel/you are fast creating
a lightness in my chest/Your eyes they penetrate me
and this is to amazing"

Now if only she felt the same. Shit.

ROUND TWO, GOD! FUCK YOU! BRING IT ON!